
This is an iPhone image I caught at a flea market and processed in the Photogene2 and Picture Show apps.
It's pretty spooky. Totally aside from that disturbing little sailor doll, I find the early 50s television look sorta creepy. Although I'm trying to unpack it here, I'm not sure I have the vocabulary for the task. Despite their being in black & white, certain old shows seem more "real" than a black & white movie of the same vintage somehow. For me, it is looking through a window to the past and I don't mean that metaphorically, but literally, in the sense that the surface of the screen is "transparent," perceptually, and I'm looking through it into another space and time. I think its the kinoscopes I'm talking about.
Yes, I suffer from kinoscopophobia (I just made that up, I don't see my malady listed).
Invariably, when I see old clips, I feel I'm looking at ghosts. I feel as though I'm seeing something I'm not supposed to see--something dead, ruined, and unclean from another dimension. It's their world and I'm not welcomed in it.
I used to hate running across an old show like that late at night by myself. Nightmare fuel.
Film and modern video seem married to the picture plane (I mean, there's nothing especially scary about "I Love Lucy"), but those kinoscopes wobble and undulate like a breathing creature. The figures shapeshift in and out of focus. I almost feel I could reach out and enter their space, but of course, why would I want to?
Now, please--enjoy "Shore Leave".